Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Meditation: The act of emptying the Self

The popularity of meditation has increased significantly in recent times, which is a good thing and a bad thing simultaneously. The good news is that more and more people are becoming aware of what meditation is. The bad part is that those who get to experience little bit, interpret the tip of the iceberg to be the whole thing. Practices like mindfulness meditation are popular for their benefit to both the religious and irreligious equally, irrespective of their belief systems. Those who who do not have the time to locate and spend time with a proper teacher to learn meditation can now get iPhone Apps to help them develop ‘meditation skills’! Meditation, which is a serious practice undertaken only by those who have advanced sufficiently in their spiritual journey, has now become the routine for even the uninitiated. Let’s spend some time examining what exactly Mediation is supposed to be according to Hindu religion.

To understand mediation better, let us first revisit the story from Kathopanishad. Kathopanishad opens with the story of this person named Vājasravas who is conducting a ritual in which he is giving away in charity everything that he possesses. As his young son, Nachiketas observes, his father was doing this act of charity just for the sake of the ritual and not much for the sake of recipients. For example, he was giving away cattle that were weak, unproductive and incapable of reproduction, which would only become a burden for the recipient. Fearing that demerits of such burdensome gifts would bring about sufferings in future to his father, Nachiketas decides to force his father to donate him to somebody. Vājasravas ignores the repeated questions from his young son initially but Nachiketas was insistent. Irritated by the pestering question from the child, Vājasravas finally responded in anger saying ‘mrityave tvām dadāmi’, “I am gifting you to the Lord of Death”. Nachiketas took these words from his father literally and decided to pay a visit to Lord Yama, the God of Death, at his abode. 

When Nachiketas arrived outside of Lord Yama’s palace, Lord Yama happened to be away. Nachiketas had to wait outside Lord Yama’s abode awaiting his return for three days and three nights. When Lord Yama arrived, he was remorseful of leaving a young Brahmachari unattended for three days. As a compensation for this, Yama offered him three boons to choose. With the first boon, Nachiketas sought peace with his father who was angry at his persistence. With the second boon, he sought a yagna ritual that will enable attainment to heaven after death. With the third boon, Nachiketas asked to be instructed on the highest spiritual knowledge about the nature of Brahman and Self.

Now, let us look at the metaphorical interpretation of this story. The word ‘vāja’ indicates a horse and ‘sravas’ is a stream. Thus, ‘vājasravas’ means a galloping horse that flows like a stream, which is nothing but life. ‘Vājasravas’ in this story can be thought of as a metaphor for the individual self; existing in time, aware and experiencing life. While accumulating the experiences, the individual self identifies itself with its faculties for cognition like sight, mind etc. and defines itself in terms of relationships with the objects of interaction. The ritual that Vājasravas engages in, giving away all his possession is an exercise of negating these multiple associations that the self has accumulated.  This ritual can be done at a thought level in Meditation and is in fact the first stage of meditation called Dhārana, where one starts to decouple the self from its many identifications.

The challenge with the process of Dhārana is the risk of it becoming a mere intellectual exercise. The negation can quickly become mere words repeated with no substance like the unproductive, weak cattle Vājasravas was giving away.  During the process of negation, when one has emptied everything that defines one’s self - all the relations, possessions etc. - what would be left is the nascent core of self-identity. Whom does that nascent core of self-identity belong to, other than Death who ultimately takes it away whether offered or not!  For the final release, this individual self must have a dialog with death and this dialog is another important step of meditation. Indeeed, one has to approach the subject of death with all the innocence of a Brahmachāri like Nachiketas.

Sri Sankarāchārya has beautifully captured the essence of this process of Dhārana in his Nirvāna satakam:
"manobudhyahamkara chitthāni nāham
 na cha srotra jihve nacha ghrāna netre
 nacha vyoma bhumir na thejo na vayu
 childānanda rupah sivoham sivoham
“This mind, intellect, individual self and consciousness, they are not me; nor the (faculty of) ears, tongue,nose and eyes. Neither am I the sky or earth, nor the fire or air. I am Siva who is (pure) awareness and bliss; I am Siva”

“na mrityur na sanka na me jātibheda
 pitah naiva me naiva mātah na janma
 na bhandur na mitram gurur naiva sishyam
 childānanda rupah sivoham sivoham”
“I do not recognize death or divisions and I have no hesitations. I have no father or mother, nor am I limited by this instance of life. I have no (identification with my) relatives, friends, teachers or students. I am Siva who is (pure) awareness and bliss; I am Siva

The thought process of negating worldliness is to be followed by an affirmation of transcendence. This thought process when sustained, takes one to the next step of meditation, which is Dhyāna where the focus is purely on the nature of Brahman. The Kathopanishad provides a great summary of the process of Dhyāna in a single verse:

"yasched vāg manasi prājna
 thad yasched jnāna ātmani
 jnānamātmani mahati niyasched
 thad yasched sāntha ātmani" (Kathopanishad Canto 1, Valli 3, Sloka 13)
“Let the awakened one merge the words (self-expressions) in the mind (ideas), and the mind (ideas) in self-consciousness, the self-consciousness in the universal consciousness and the universal consciousness in the peaceful Ātman (that has no movement)”

One starts the process of Dhyāna with thoughts that are either about a favorite deity or about the absolute nature of Brahman. Then one would observe these thoughts and allow them to merge slowly into the very ideas from which they originate. Silence would start to take over and what would remain is the simple process of observation devoid of all judgements. This is the jnāna ātma. Becoming one with this self-consciousness that purely illuminates, one would expand it to envelop the entire existence, the mahat or universal consciousness. At this stage, the dimension of space is transcended but the awareness of time persists. When the awareness of time is also transcended, one arrives at the doorsteps of Ātman and is ready to move on to highest stage of meditation, known as ‘Samādhi’.

There are no verbal descriptions available for the stage of Samādhi. The only thing that is said of Samādhi is that it is not a subject of experience and nor does it leave any memory trails. As the Kenopanishad says, if any one claims to know and verbalizes what it is like to be in Samādhi, know for sure that person is faking it.

Here is how Kathopanishad concludes the instruction on meditation:

"asabdam asparsam arupam avyayam
 thadārasam nityam agandhavatscha yat
 anādyanantham mahata param dhruvam
 nichāpya thanmrityu mukhāth pramuchyate (Kathopanishad, Canto 1, Valli 3, Sloka 14)

“Having reached that great, firm transcendence that is devoid of sound, touch, taste, or smell, is formless and infinite with no beginning, one is released from the jaws of Death”

A realized soul does not stay in Samādhi forever. What happens when he or she is not in Samādhi? Again, Kenopanishad says:

“pratibodhaviditham matham amrutatvam hi vindate”
“Constantly aware of this (the state of Samādhi as the true nature of self) in every pulse of consciousness, one attains immortality”

Attaining this state is the purpose of Yoga, as Sage Patanjali says at the beginning of Yoga Sutra:

“yogah chitthavritthi nirodhah
 thadaa drashtu swarupe avasthānam” Yoga Sutra, verse 1

“Yoga is the cessation of all movements in consciousness; then the self resides solely in its true nature of observance

This is Meditation.

Om Tat Sat.